| life seems to be passing by too fast now...n im getting annoyed of some ppl and of course of myself too... anyways...i have been at a lost as to wat to do...how to finish up college n wat afterwards....i really didnt kno wat i wanted to go into and if i would really like to do that job...apparently not cuz i had no strive to get there at all...but guess wat i think i found it...i emailed the lady thats one of the head ladys in charge of the program...n she said that i still have a chance to get in...i took the intro course to it this past winter semester...i was quite interested in it...i shoulda started to go for it rite away...anyways...now i am...i just gotta finish up like orgo 2 think n then apply for the program...oh yea the program is clinical science...its a hands on job...not too many patients to deal with...basically ill be in a lab doing wateva i gotta do... alrite so um...if i eva seem to be side-tracked n not focusin on wat i gotta do...tell me cuz now i kno wat i wanna do..n i dont want to bak where i was like yesterday and a few days before that.... hopefully ill be able to get in...wit my effed up transcript... k PAYCE OUT |
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| sooooooo....i just realized that i got at least one test every week... at least this end at the end of june...i cant do this the whole summer....i dont wanna go to school anymore...on emore yr...hopefully...i better be able to pass...haha i need to start a good study habit...like NOW! anyways...before i start my new habit... supposedly we had a gas leak at my house...n so i was freakin rushed to like turn everythin off...n take everyone n get away from the house...but yet i was the only one rushin...haha...everyone else was just sitting around like nothin is happening...i was told to go like 5-10 times...so i finally left n then like 10min later i get a call n they say that theres no leak...im like ok thx...u've stayed home this whole time but i was told to hurry up n go...jeez...i swear...if i had stayed bak like some of the ppl...i would've kept gettin lectured bout how come i havent left yet n blah blah blah...oh well...i went to my otha sis house n just stole her food...haha k bye gon start studyin |
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| bleh...didnt sleep at all last nite....n then i had to leave to go to school at 8am... once i got to school...i realized that more than half of my drink spilled in my bag....so my book n papers n everything else got wet.. ....so i just grabbed a pencil n a folder that had some papers that werent drenched to take to class since i had to go take a test...but then after i got done wit the test...they were like we need to see ur ID....i left my freakin ID in the car cuz my wallet got wet too...bleh...so now she said that if i dont get it to her in time...my test wont be graded...just great...i better wake up on time fo class on wednesday... on the way home...i almost pulled an andy...like i dont kno how many times...i was thinkin bout pulling ova but like i was close to home already...but then there was some traffic...n my head kept nodding...so i freakin had to like try to bounce to the music...even tho most of the radio stations were just freakin talkin...im like jeez let me find somethin that i can listen too...my hands werent even steady when i was tryin to switch btw the stations...i guess im not that good at pulling all niters anymore...i dont wanna die in a car accident...haha blah...n its takin foevr fo my immunology prof to post the exam score from last tuesday...jeez i kno i failed but i dont like to wait this long...i relaly need to study fo that class....i think its gon be hard fo me to past the class oh well...there goes a lil bit bout wat went on in my life...PAYCE OUT |
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| hmmm...bbq tmw...i mean today...haha havent slept yet...n i gotta go shoppin at 10 gah thats in 4n half hrs... i dont care who comes...i dont care wat ppl bring....i just wanna go play on the playset n be a lil kid...haha... but im afraid i might fall asleep...which at this rate i will... i dont kno wat to buy at meijer tmw...jeez im just wasting time rite now...i should make a list....or should i try to sleep...or just lay on the bed like im sleepin but i really dont n just end up thinkin the whole time bout a bunch of random stuff... i have a test in biochem this monday...im behind 3 lectures...ive only been to one class...haha...i need to pass this class i dont wanna take it again hmmm...otha than that...oh yea i wanna see BEN...gahh i miss him so much... ok i think i ran out of randoms to say... oh well...PAYCE OUT |
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| i LOVE this song...i heard it fo the first time on the radio tonite...n so i had to go look it up MusiQ SoulChild - TeachMe
[Verse 1:]
I was told the true definition of a man was to never cry
Work till you tired (yeah) got to provide (yeah)
Always be the rock for my fam, protect them by all means
(and give you the things that you need, baby)
Our relationship is (suffering) trying to give you (what I never had)
You say I don't know to love you baby
Well I say show me the way
I keep my feelings (deep inside I)
Shadow them (with my pride eye)
I'm trying desperately baby just work with me
[Chorus:]
Teach me how to love
Show me the way to surrender my heart, girl I'm so lost
Teach me how to love
How I can get my emotions involved
Teach me, show me how to love
Show me the way to surrender my heart, girl I'm lost
Teach me how to love
How I can get my emotions involved
Teach me, how to love
[Verse 2:]
I was always taught to be strong
never let them think you care at all
Let know one get close to me
Before (you and me)
I den' shared things wit chu girl about my past
That I'd never tell to anyone else (no)
Just keep it to myself, (yes)
Now I know I lack affection and expressing my feelings
It took me a minute to come and admit this but
See I'm really try'na (change now)
Wanna love you better, (show me how)
I'm tryin desperately baby hey
[CHORUS:]
Teach me how to love
Show me the way to surrender my heart, girl I'm so lost
Teach me how to love
How I can get my emotions involved
Teach me, show me how to love
Show me the way to surrender my heart, girl I'm so lost
Teach me how to love
How I can get my emotions involved
Teach me, how love
[Bridge:]
Ain't nobody ever took the time to try to teach me what (love was but you)
And I ain't never trust anyone enough to let em tell me (what to do)
Teach me how to show it and show me how to love you baby
(Teach me please just show me yeah)
Cause I'm (willing)
To let (go) of my (fears) girl I'm (serious)
About (all that I've said)
Girl I (wanna love you) with (all my heart)
Baby show me where to start
[CHORUS:]
Teach me how to love
Show me the way to surrender my heart, girl I'm so lost
Teach me how to love
How I can get my emotions involved
Teach me, show me how to love
Show me the way to surrender my heart, girl I'm so lost
Teach me how to love
How I can get my emotions involved
Teach me, how love
[VAMP:]
Girl just teach me how to love you better
You know I wanna love you better girl
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